Staring At You

i can`t get used to this. i mean, i`ve been so incomplete since you left. since i can`t see your smile around. people are just people. And you are filling that hole. but you can never look at me and understand who the hell i am. this last month was great, for real. even know, when all i wanna do is being with you.

Shine on you crazy diamond. Thank you for being part of me. please, PLEASE, PLEASE. never ever leave me. 

(i know, its kinda late, your birthday was yesterday, but anyways)

mariquela. i love you so much. even if we dont talk for years, or if we`re in a fight with each other.you mean more to me than you can ever imagine.